Smile

Gosh, emo me indeed last month when I had a major episode.
Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year came and went and I just read this entry in disbelief that I have the capacity to feel so miserable.

And fuck off all you Mr and Miss Sunshines. I obviously have issues that fluff up my ass won't fix.

Entry written 12th December 2011:

It shouldn't be hard to do really.

Pinch muscles on sides of face upwards.
Where permissible, allow separation between lips to show teeth and demonstrate positive well-being.

Doesn't matter that your insides feel like they are tying themselves up into a mess of knots that would even drive the most seasoned boy scout running for mommy.

Doesn't matter that you sometimes really wish you could disappear in a puff of smoke.

Doesn't matter that you're surrounded by the best friends anyone could ask for, but you still feel like the loneliest soul on the planet.

Just smile.